Outsider by Olivia Cunning

Author:Olivia Cunning [Cunning, Olivia]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: rock star, guitar, menage, threesome, musician, Olivia Cunning
Publisher: Vulpine Press
Published: 2016-09-27T05:00:00+00:00

Twenty-One

Sacrifice.

Leaving had felt like hell on earth to Ethan, but it needed to be done for Trey’s sake and even more so for his own. He’d taken a flight from New York to San Antonio. He’d intended to go home to Los Angeles and sort his shit out there, but while waiting in line at the ticket counter, he’d decided it was past time for him to man up. And make a real sacrifice. One he hoped he wouldn’t regret making.

This was the right decision. He couldn’t come up with any other way to make things right. Ethan had been avoiding this conversation for years. It was time. Past time. He knew he had to tell his family on his own, no matter how lonely it felt to have no one at his side while he broke his mother’s heart, earned his stepfather’s hatred, and lost his brothers’ respect.

While waiting for a rental car, he called both Reagan and Trey’s cellphones but neither picked up—not that he was surprised—so he texted them a group message. I’m back on the ground. I love you both. Counting the days until we’re together again. Thirteen to go. Already feels like an eternity.

No immediate answer from either of them. They were probably at some crazy party or making love without him.

He didn’t want to tell them he was in Texas. Not yet. The flight had given him plenty of time to talk himself out of his self-elected mission, but he couldn’t erase the image of Trey begging for someone to believe that he was worth some sacrifice. So sacrifice was on Ethan’s agenda, because someone as wonderful as Trey should never have to ask to feel worthy.

The harried attendant finally found Ethan a suitable rental car—if baby blue Volkswagen Beetles were suitable—and he headed toward his mother’s house. Every mile he journeyed closer to his family strengthened his resolve. He should be coming out for himself—and he was to some extent—but if he lost his nerve, he knew he could do it for Trey. Because Trey was worth it. Trey was worth any sacrifice.

Ethan hadn’t just been spouting words when he’d told Trey he would die for him—he’d meant that—but he’d much rather live for him. In the back of his mind, Ethan hoped that if he found the strength to reveal his secrets to those he loved, those he might lose over this revelation, then Reagan would find the strength to do the same. She should talk to her father for Trey, yes, but also for herself. Ethan had known Reagan for years, and he’d never once seen her lose her backbone, not until Sam Baily had made her feel small and then again when that goddamned tabloid had been published. He wondered if fame was worth the price. Maybe to her. Probably to Trey. But it sure as hell wasn’t worth it to him.

It was late when he pulled into the driveway of the small adobe house. The window of the front room flickered from the light of the television inside.

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